Well dun my fwends!

I raised £182 last nite from my Red Nose Avatar fingie. Fanks to evfurryone dat wanted a red nose avatar, and fankoo for yoor donashons to Comic Relief via my Red Nose page.

Yoo can keep da red nose avatars for next year's Red Nose Day, but if yoo duz lose dem dunt worry, coz next year me can do you anovva one.

It always gives yoo a warm glow in yoor tummy wen yoo dun sumfin to help others wot worse off dan yoo. We watched Comic Relief well muvva did, I listened, and it was vewy sad to se how sum peepul haf to live, and no matter how bad fings in our lives gets, we still so much luckier dan most peepul. We shud always be fankful for what we haf, even if it not vewy much, cos dere's always sumone wurse off dan we are.

I always treasure each moment as if it da last, and try to treat evfurryone as I'd like to be treated wif respect and love. Life is too short to be picky and nasty and espeshully online we dunt know wot someone else has goin on in dere lives. Dey could be in an abusive relashonship, livin alone and struggling to survive, livin wif a disability dat is vewy hard to cope wif, or haf sum awful fing to cope wif in dere lives. We only know dem from wot we reads on dere posts online. So I always try not to be judgemental of anyone, and to make allowances for someone if dey is a bit sharp or rude to me, cuz for all I knows dey just letting off steam and ventin on me cuz dere no-one else to haf a go at or juz cuz dey is on a short fuse due to stress.

Wich brings me to finkin about my situation. OK me got SARDS and lost me sight, no big deal rilly, cuz unlike hoomans, sight isn't our prime sense. We duz miss not bein able to see but it not da end of da werld. Now da Cushings iz a diffrunt packet of bacon. It not a nice fing to haf, and it will shorten me life, but its no good worryin about it and bein depressed. Me gotta get on wif me life now, and enjoy it. And while me here I got to help ovver furs and peepul if me can. I dunt get tetchy cos me got Cushings and gone blind, Iz not bitter about it, dere is wurse fings to get. So wotever life frows at us, we shud juzt get on wif it and accept dat lifes not perfick and show ovver furs love and affecshon.

But sayin all dat, me can't stand bullies. Dere's no excuse for bossin some ovver fur about, and it causes a lot ov trouble. And bullies are just weak indivijewels wot feel smug n safe hidin behind dere screens or phones. Dey juz control freaks an no good to man or beest.

Wot me haz found tho since me bin online is dat sumtimes we can misinterpret wot sumone's written. And we can take it da rong way and get all upst ovver nuffin and before yoo know wots happened 2 fwends haz fallen out and a friendship haz bin broken. Itz not just dem wot suffers, on social media it makes it vewy difficult for da fwends dey shares. Duz dey take sides or duz dey stay fwends wiv boff parties? Difficult. But if we feel a bit upset about wot sumone's said online, we should step back, cool down, read it agen and den stay calm and try to make sense ov it. And if we still fink it's hurtful or rong, we should diplomatically say to da person dat we found dere post hurtful or wotever. Den deres more chance ov a fwendship surviving, and evan gettin stronger rather dan ending in upset. An if it duz end in upset, its not end ov da werld. Its juz someone online who yoo dunt rilly know and haf never met and probbly never will meet. So brush it off and carry on my fwend.

Me iz wafflin a bit but my excoose iz cuz it past me bedtime and me waitin for mum to finish wot she doing in da kitchen, so she can lift me up on da big bed so me can go to sleep. An me gets a bit maudlin at times and fink about stuff wen me waitin on muvva.

ooh muvva's comin, dis means its bedtime. So me will say goodnite, fankoo for helpin me raise sum funds for Comic Relief and me will bark agen tomorrow!

Love yoo my fwends.

xoxoxoxo